She has been gone for four months and two weeks.
It seems like a lot longer than that.
I can not even kiss her on the lips or her cheek.
There is a lot of things that is making me sad.
Why do I miss her? Why do I miss her is what you ask?
I can not hold her and tell her when she is upset that things will be all right.
I can not help her when she needs a favor or help her complete a task.
I can not lay with her in bed so she can be with me all night.
I can not go food shopping and look at all the ingredients in what she buys.
I can not ride the bus with her and I never have anyone to talk to.
Even when she puts hot dogs in my spaghetti for nutrition, I know she tries.
And sometimes when I am all alone, she doesn't know the pain I go through.
I try very hard, not to let my pain be shown anywhere.
I try very hard, not to let people know that I am scared.
Of losing her, because she is the only thing I want to live for, dream of.
I believe in my heart that God sent me my angel from up above.
Why I miss her the most, is like half of my heart is gone.
Half of my life is incomplete, I just want to let her know and let her see.
That yes my angel, I will love you for eternity.